'We spent four years grinding for that one moment. David Boudia, a three-time Olympic diver, admitted that he thought, 'what's the point of going to the Olympic games, what's the point of sacrificing and training all of these hours if this is what I have to show for it?

I didn’t want to be alive … You do contemplate suicide.


'Nobody who is going to expend that kind of effort, to achieve that kind of goal, is going to be just like everybody else.'

'It was wild to see that I wasn't alone but it also made me feel good because there were other people that could help me understand that it's OK to not be OK.'He added that 'It's difficult to show vulnerability, especially as an athlete.

We would like to show you a description here but the site won’t allow us. View the profiles of people named Carter Lo. And now we don't know what the hell to do. We've joined the BHM Digital family of websites and have updated our Terms of Service and Privacy Policy. Tell me how I'm supposed to live off of that'Bobsledder Steve Holcomb was even interviewed for the film before he died in May 2017 by suicide at age 37. Join Facebook to connect with Carter Lo and others you may know. HBO is set to premiere a new documentary tonight about the mental struggles of Olympic athletes, in which the likes of Shaun White, Lolo Jones, Apolo Ohno, and more talk about mental health, money troubles, and even suicidal thoughts.The Weight Of Gold, which premieres on July 29 at 9 p.m. and was directed by Brett Rapkin, is narrated by 23-time gold medalist Through interviews with Phelps, White, Jones, Ohno, Sasha Cohen, Bode Miller, and more, the documentary explores the terrible mental toll that training for and competing in the On tonight: HBO is set to premiere a new documentary tonight about the mental struggles of Olympic athletesTelling the story: The Weight Of Gold, which premieres on July 29 at 9 p.m., is narrated by Michael PhelpsOpening up: Phelps has been candid about his mental health struggles and battle with depression'We're lost,' Phelps said. Do you think this guy is telling the truth?So far, the rapper hasn’t responded to dude’s allegations. In the interview with All For The Culture, the rapper who goes by FBG Cashout says he’s at least 5 years older than Chief Keef.“I was about 16 when I met her and we was just kicking it and smoking, and we started f-cking.” Ummm, what? I didn’t want to be alive'Most Olympic athletes have trained for the competition for their entire lives, with nearly all honing their skills since childhood. And they said, "Oh, you can look up a therapist in your area.
The singer took to Instagram to share a PDA-packed snapshot with his on-again/off-again partner, just days after he … Nothing really matters as much anymore''We're lost. The documentary looks at several Olympians who died by suicide, including bobsledder Pavle Jovanovic (who died this May at age 43), racing cyclist Kelly Catlin (who died in March 2019 at age 23), and skier Jeret 'Speedy' Peterson (who died in 2011 at age 29). As long as we were performing, I don't think anything else really mattered.' Monday - Friday 8am-8pm MST. The views expressed in the contents above are those of our users and do not necessarily reflect the views of MailOnline. 'I didn’t want to be in the sport anymore. 'There are so many of us out there that really are struggling,' Phelps said in a Today show interview with Savannah Guthrie this morning'We just have to change the perception that problems with mental health are something to hide,' he added¿There are so many of us out there who are really struggling.¿Yet most fans of the Olympics never realize that the athletes they cheer on are struggling quite so much, and with the film, Phelps hopes to further demystify mental illness and encourage more to seek help. Check back often for updates! Could he be lying? Kelly Ripa took to Instagram to promote her husband, Mark Consuelos', show, 'Riverdale,' with a racy 'nude' photo of the herself lying in bed with him.

And while they're still training, many athletes are living on measly stipends and working minimum wage jobs.Phelps revealed that for USA swim, the stipend was just $1,700/month, which comes to $20,400 a year.At one point, Jones says she was living off just $7,000 a year. 'For every athlete who has a sponsor, there are hundreds who need to take a second job just to make ends meet while they're training,' Phelps said. We would like to show you a description here but the site won’t allow us. The Fiona Diaper Bag Backpack - Vegan Leather Save 10% off with code "springsale" It's Spring Makeover Time! 'After every Olympics, win or lose, I've just felt like a dramatic emptiness,' Shaun White, who has won three gold medals for snowboarding, said, according to 'Your whole world is built around this one day, and you're putting so much on it.

It's Spring Makeover Time! 'I thought of myself as just a swimmer, and not a human being,' Phelps says in the doc. I don't think anybody really jumped in to ask us if we were okay. Buy it Now ! She remembers watching a replay of of her races on television while working at a gym juice bar, making $7 an hour. Join Facebook to connect with Carter Lo and others you may know. "'Phelps agreed: 'I can say now, looking back at my career, I don't think anybody really cared to help us. Aug 17, 2019 - Lolo Zouaï on Instagram: “Seoul!!

541.1k Followers, 615 Following, 613 Posts - See Instagram photos and videos from Lolo Jones (@lolojones) 'I didn’t want to be in the sport anymore. Hit the flip for more pics of his mom, Lolo Carter.

'There are so many of us out there that really are struggling,' he said in a 'It took five Olympics for me to really see it.